Wonder if you can know that I feel so lonely without you. My everyday starts with you and come to its end on you. Wonder if you ever can realise that how much my heart hurts when you don't get that my life without you is so lifeless. After all my life is all about you. Before I even think of spiting out all my sorrows on you about how I feel, you just come in front of me with that face. And then I look into your eyes, and there I find pain. So much pain that I just stop myself from telling anything to you. I see that you need more help than me. But love is about helping each other. I need help too.
After all this time I kept this pain in my heart. And I thought that I'll be keeping it forever in my heart and will tell you when the right time comes. But with time it got worse. The pain in my heart got even more worse. It was getting hard for me to even bear that at last I told you about it. And when I told you about my sorrows, feelings, you just turned your back on me. Started to give me useless excuses and all. You just need not to tell me that why you are unable to do that. You could do good than that. I just wanted to hear that it will be all fine. You just need to tell me and nothing more I ever expected.
You are never supposed to do big things for us girls. Just focus more on small things and we girls will be happy. At least we can expect you guys to work on small things.
I just wanted your support and your kind words. I never told you to do anything big. Tell me that you will be always there whenever I need you. Tell me that you will never leave me. Tell me that you love me, every single day, every single hour, every single second. I just need you and nothing at all. I need you to understand me. I need you to understand what I need before I even speak of it or ask for it.
We girls are bit of shy or you can say we don't want to trouble you guys and that's why we never speak of it. But if we don't speak of it, doesn't mean that we don't need anything. If you can't see or read out our faces or our mind, at least take some trouble to ask us like- "Is everything alright?". And its not that we will tell you in one go. Just keep asking us until and unless you find that we really don't want to speak about it.
Well, whenever I used to get very bad mood, you really used get hopeless in situations like that. At that time your mind stops working or what I don't know. But don't just stand there and stare at me with that face (Gosh! I love that face). And please stop cursing yourself (It's not at all your fault in anyway). I just wanted you to hug me tight in your arms. That warm hug will make everything fine.
I just wish if only you know about all this.....
After all this time I kept this pain in my heart. And I thought that I'll be keeping it forever in my heart and will tell you when the right time comes. But with time it got worse. The pain in my heart got even more worse. It was getting hard for me to even bear that at last I told you about it. And when I told you about my sorrows, feelings, you just turned your back on me. Started to give me useless excuses and all. You just need not to tell me that why you are unable to do that. You could do good than that. I just wanted to hear that it will be all fine. You just need to tell me and nothing more I ever expected.
You are never supposed to do big things for us girls. Just focus more on small things and we girls will be happy. At least we can expect you guys to work on small things.
I just wanted your support and your kind words. I never told you to do anything big. Tell me that you will be always there whenever I need you. Tell me that you will never leave me. Tell me that you love me, every single day, every single hour, every single second. I just need you and nothing at all. I need you to understand me. I need you to understand what I need before I even speak of it or ask for it.
We girls are bit of shy or you can say we don't want to trouble you guys and that's why we never speak of it. But if we don't speak of it, doesn't mean that we don't need anything. If you can't see or read out our faces or our mind, at least take some trouble to ask us like- "Is everything alright?". And its not that we will tell you in one go. Just keep asking us until and unless you find that we really don't want to speak about it.
Well, whenever I used to get very bad mood, you really used get hopeless in situations like that. At that time your mind stops working or what I don't know. But don't just stand there and stare at me with that face (Gosh! I love that face). And please stop cursing yourself (It's not at all your fault in anyway). I just wanted you to hug me tight in your arms. That warm hug will make everything fine.
I just wish if only you know about all this.....
